it seeps into your veins,
you think you're bleeding but you're just dying.


I won't give up on you.

die alone

When I see the future, I die alone.

Well, that's how I used to see it. Just me, alone.
But now things are different.

I never want to go back to that feeling, the one of dying alone.
I can't comprehend the feeling of living without someone.

Someone that you  l o v e.

Someone that I love.

"My heart is happy, I'll never die alone, I'll never be alone."


Sometimes, I feel like I'm not good enough for anything really.
But I know I am, I deserve the world, we all do.
 
& every person deserves to be loved, always.

I just want everyone to know, I'm different now.
I'm alive.

I'm not sad anymore.
I am not alone. 

I never will be again.

I'll always be happy, always alive.

all my life, I've felt alone.

No matter how many people surround me, I surround myself.
and it's never going to change.

you're stupid.

...

It can't be easy, being dead.

I cried today.
For a girl I didn't know.
But I knew she was beautiful.
And I knew she was gone.

I cried today.
For another lost soul.
Walking in the dark.
I didn't know her.
But I knew she was gone.

I cried today.
For Hannah Davenport.
I knew she was beautiful.
And I knew that she's gone.

I cried today.
For a girl I didn't know.
I knew her neck was broken.
And I knew that she's gone.

For Hannah Davenport,
Rest in peace. <3

"God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be, 

so he put his arms around you and whispered "come with me."
With tearful eyes we watched you, and saw you fade away, 

although we loved you dearly, we could not make you stay.
A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest.. 

God broke my heart to prove to me, he only takes... the best."

why I dye my hair,

In this life, we all strive to control something, a n y t h i n g.

People always ask me why I dye my hair,
Usually I just tell them, I don't know.


but actually there's a lot of reasons as to why I dye my hair so often.

one of which, is relieved in my opening line.

I know it seems silly, but my hair is something that I can control.

"It takes patience, and time, but in the end; it is all mine."

 

Everyone longs to be loved.

I'm listening to camera can't lie, I simply love it.




Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad.