black wings

You can call me angel, or all the nightmares coming true.
I swear on my unbeating heart, I hope I never mean a thing to you.
I hope you know I hate myself, I hope you know I wish you well.
These wings cage me in, and the blood in my veins is wearing thin.
Run while you can, keep your distance.
Don't get tangled in this.
Run away, keep your distance.

battle scars

You see the scars on my wrists and think I'm weak
But they're just battle scars, I've won the war.

I'm happy

I feel like a lot of people would rather be living in their past.
I wouldn't want to.
I mean, yeah it was great but I'm happy with my life right now.
Why can't everyone else be?

young love

I think quite a few people think it's odd to get married at such a young age.

But what is young:
young is living life, learning new things, growing, achieving.
aren't we all young?

If we lived to three hundred years, instead of what most people do, would the age of one-hundred be young then? Life is short, some only live to be five years old, some thirty, and some only live to nineteen. No one knows when their life will end. Hopefully not sooner than later. I hope I live to be a hundred. I hope to live as long as I can, with my sweetheart by my side. Because really, who wouldn't want to spend as much of their life married to the one that they love?

I can't wait that long
I always used to say
I just need to leave
I don't want to stay

But not I'm sitting here
and time has flown by so fast
I'm about to leave
I won't have to stay

I never thought I could stand it
to wait so very long
But it's just around the corner
I was always wrong..

it's so good,

to be alive.
to be happy.
to smile.
to love.
to live.

love,

"I greatly enjoy your company.." -craig
"awh, that's so sweet!" -me
"I'm practicing for when we're old." -craig

he is just the cutest thing <3

I feel like my chest is going to cave in.
I stare at my wrists and it sets in.
Your name, for ever deep in my skin.
But the dates, they seem so unfirmilliar sometimes.

I can't breathe when I say your name.
I don't pay attention anymore.
My mind wanders.

Are you wandering?
I know you're not lost.
I wish you were still here.
I wish you could come back.
I wish you could call.

?

I don't even remember what friends are for.
I guess I don't need them.
And I guess that's a good thing.

How long before I forget what human is?
I don't even remember what friends are for.

Where did they all go?

in the land of make believe

our path has crossed

I'm feeling like your heart is beating, souly for me.


I don't know how I feel anymore. I'm not sad. I'm stuck.
My head hurts and my eyes are spinning in the back of my head.