I feel like my chest is going to cave in.
I stare at my wrists and it sets in.
Your name, for ever deep in my skin.
But the dates, they seem so unfirmilliar sometimes.

I can't breathe when I say your name.
I don't pay attention anymore.
My mind wanders.

Are you wandering?
I know you're not lost.
I wish you were still here.
I wish you could come back.
I wish you could call.