I can't wait that long
I always used to say
I just need to leave
I don't want to stay

But not I'm sitting here
and time has flown by so fast
I'm about to leave
I won't have to stay

I never thought I could stand it
to wait so very long
But it's just around the corner
I was always wrong..

it's so good,

to be alive.
to be happy.
to smile.
to love.
to live.

love,

"I greatly enjoy your company.." -craig
"awh, that's so sweet!" -me
"I'm practicing for when we're old." -craig

he is just the cutest thing <3

I feel like my chest is going to cave in.
I stare at my wrists and it sets in.
Your name, for ever deep in my skin.
But the dates, they seem so unfirmilliar sometimes.

I can't breathe when I say your name.
I don't pay attention anymore.
My mind wanders.

Are you wandering?
I know you're not lost.
I wish you were still here.
I wish you could come back.
I wish you could call.

?

I don't even remember what friends are for.
I guess I don't need them.
And I guess that's a good thing.

How long before I forget what human is?
I don't even remember what friends are for.

Where did they all go?

in the land of make believe

our path has crossed

I'm feeling like your heart is beating, souly for me.


I don't know how I feel anymore. I'm not sad. I'm stuck.
My head hurts and my eyes are spinning in the back of my head.