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"If I let you in, you'll just want out.
If I tell you the truth, you'd fight for a lie.
If I spilt guts, it would make a mess we can't clean up.
If you follow me, you will only get lost.
If you try to get closer, we'll only lose touch.
Yet you already know too much, and you're not going anywhere.

Tell me that you need me 'cause I love you so much.
Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much."

Once upon a time, I thought I knew how to find what I saw looking for.

I believed I could find perfection through the completeness 
of being perfect.

But I've come to find out the real way to find my perfection; chaos.

After years of total chaos, complete destruction,

I'm simply free,

I'm perfect.

There is wrong in my life, there is sickness, there is sadness, but through it all is perfection.

"I'm perfectly sick, perfectly sad, I'm burning from the inside and through it I'm free." 

 

Without all that I've been through, I don't know where I'd be.

I spent all this time, trying to make every little thing perfect when I didn't realize that it was right in front of me.
What I've been reaching so high for, has always been in my hands. 

I'm simply free.

 

"Everything has it's moment, and yours has finally come.
Time has brought you to me, my life has just begun."

I've never felt so special.

and I've never felt so free.

 

I don't see how you could love me,

 But I'm uncomprehendingly overjoyed that you do.

Cause the me that I used to be, is gone when I'm with you.

I don't see how you could love me,

and how you waited so, so long.

But believe me baby, I love you, 

you're my lighthouse through the fog.

Cause the me that I used to be,

she's sick and cruel and mean.

but you made me the me that I should be,

you've simply set me free.

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